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I have this tattooed on my chest 🙏
How sad it is that there are so many damaged people like myself walking around this world.
Most of us suffer in silence, because unless you have been there, how could you even begin to understand (like the women I sat with on the jury), who, as it goes, offered no solace, or compassion!
They all seem more interested in their nails 🤔
*And I don’t suppose they would understand how it feels to lose your hair either, not that I mentioned it.
The women who empower me are a few of my fellow creatives, who I know have gone through similar! (and they seem to have won the battle, while I am still walking around covered in blood)
Just being honest, because that is how I roll.
No point in pretending to be fixed , healed or anything else is there?
I bleed alone.
I intend phoning my doctor this week, but I do not want any medication!
You can stick that where the sun does not shine !
Yes, I can try and do it myself, will that help?
Or will I always be a fucked up mess, bursting into tears at the drop of a hat?
The crying is a new thing, and it hurts like a bitch.😪At least once a week, the dam bursts.
Thats why I make a video when it happens.
Not for pity, but to show I am real and the effect of what nrly 20 years abuse does to someone.
DO WE EVER HEAL, OR DO WE JUST LEARN TO LIVE WITH THE PAIN ?
*answers on a postcard please!
*I did think I was getting there, until recently!